Friday, October 24, 2008
A few weeks ago my parents had this trip that included participants all over the country and it took up two days to round up their whole routine and activities. Knowing that they’ll pass by your school I decided to tag along with them hoping that I might spot you somewhere amongst the crowd.
I never saw you though, but at that night when the moon was at full and shining, somehow I felt you were somewhere near. I looked and searched somehow but never did found you; I just found all the memories that led back to you.
I never forgot every part of it. I never forgot how the scenarios played in my life. As it is defined, my life is only an ordinary routine, an average one, something that would have been forgotten had it been shared by anyone but you. I never forgot you without doing anything at all, created an endearingly profound feeling in me; a feeling that is immortal and everlasting, a sensational emotion contained by an undying fear.
i always thought that my place would be just here, right by your side… but i can see that you dont need me anymore… you are happy and its not because of me… i know that now you dont need me in your life, you dont need me like i need you….
